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Old May 19, 2014, 10:15 AM
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I'm dealing with major depression, which only my doctors seem to think is serious. My husband sees my suicidal/ depressed talk as a way I attack him, he doesn't take it seriously at all. I feel very alone dealing with this illness. I see a T once a week and cant even tell him the depths of what I feel for fear he will dislike me and be irritated by it. The other day my husband was screaming at me at the top of his lungs in the car some couple miles from our house and I got out, he just drove off and left me there without my cell phone. I walked home wanting to die, and had no one to talk to. Not sure where I was going with this... I need someone or I don't want to be here anymore. I cant wait 7 days to spend one hour talking to someone nice.
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Old May 19, 2014, 10:35 AM
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Hi Petra5ed. I understand completely what you are going through. My family and others don't want to hear any of it. It does help coming to Psych Central. I wish my living situation was better. I am 44 and live with my Mom and Dad. I see no other alternative.
I am on lots of medicines. For the most part, they are not helping me very much.
I wouldn't stop taking the meds though.

Just know, you are not alone in this battle. There are so many great people on Psych Central. I like to say PC is my secret second home. I really have high hopes that you will make it past this hurdle. Maybe you could get some pamphlets from your doctor office. Then leave them around where he might be. I bought a book, and left it sitting out for all to read. It did help.

Sincerely,

Piraeus
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Old May 19, 2014, 05:07 PM
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Wow, that was harsh of your husband.
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