[Butterfly_Faerie]

<font color=blue> well I feel like crap today. I had a big episode of worry about my BF going on a little trip with a friend of ours 6 hrs away... in Montreal... I know I shouldn't worry but it's causing alot of depression, I cried tonight even though I shouldn't have, HE WILL BE FINE, why do I always have to worry? Gawd it's like I'm a mother fretting over my children, it's only 4 days!!! I've been away longer then that from him... so why am I so uptight?

Is it because I am spending the full week here at home, and it feels like home doesn't feel like home to me as much anymore, why I don't know maybe we are all getting older, parents don't need to comfort us as much, we all do our own thing now, and I guess that bothers me a little, even though i don't know why it's bothering me now it's been going on for awhile. Maybe i'm just really senstive? I hate emotions, I have too many of them... I'm going to miss my BF, he isn't leaving until after work Friday but it's hitting me early.

I worry about everything , and worrying just gets my anxiety high and I just get like this.......

I'm just sad right now. </font color=blue>

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>

[lalo53]

Is that your picture?

[Butterfly_Faerie]

no it's no my picture... just an avatar. But I do have the brown hair and stuff, but nope not me.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>