[Davyblues]

I am going away for a month where I won't have Internet access :-( and I have stopped my meds 150mg to zero (I know zaps and paranoia ) Still on my ADHD ones so I am signing off and will return with a new name.

Funny experience today

Anyway today and this isn't like me I had a double shot Costa coffee caramel latte (that's normal lol) but whilst sitting at the wrecked bridge I usually go to listen to Inxs or Genesis full blast and cry (only when not on meds) I thought I am going to climb that wire line?

I don't care if I fall I am off my meds I am fired up to take on life alcohol nearly killed me etc etc then I thought shut up dicknose and climb it so I did.

Two things to note first I ripped a muscle in my stomach around my lower rib hanging as I pulled myself along above a drop which got higher and higher into nettles brambles and rocks. 2nd I realised that for 6ft 2 I am glad I weigh 67kg

I turned to go back at half way as I was too sore and at this point I realised that if I don't make this this is it.

I hung there on one hand and thought is this it? I started this hell ride I am getting back off it this isn't how it's meant to end and I managed back I don't know how but I did.

Sometimes we do feel low crazy or blue and yes alcohol drugs and situations are all different but in that situation where I didn't want to fail to fall or give up I proved that every one of you is fighting a tough steel rope every day and it's a tougher steel rope than non normal folks or non depressed people.

So give yourself a pat on the back because when we get out of bed you take a tough route and always make it back to bed at night.

Because as much as you think you are weak not loved sitting crying listening to music in the middle of nowhere you are tougher than most.

Long may it continue

See you in a month I might post me making the whole bridge line named Spider :-)

Look after yourselfs

Davy Blues




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[roads]

Please do take care of yourself (cold turkey off meds!!), and come back. Do you know you can leave an account inactive be gone for months, then come back & reactivated under the same username?

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Davyblues

Sometimes we do feel low crazy or blue and yes alcohol drugs and situations are all different but in that situation where I didn't want to fail to fall or give up I proved that every one of you is fighting a tough steel rope every day and it's a tougher steel rope than non normal folks or non depressed people.

So give yourself a pat on the back because when we get out of bed you take a tough route and always make it back to bed at night.

Hear, hear!

Please try to be safe...

[lizzyjb]

Best wishes.