Wallowing

Tonight I just feel sad. Really sad. It's like my life is over and I have no idea where to go from here. I seem to have spent the last couple of days blocking and pushing everything to the back of my mind. Now all I wanna do is just cry. I guess I couldn't run away from it for very long.

I am with you tonight. I feel your sadness.

So sorry you're feeling this way I can sympathize a lot. Maybe crying will actually help? Sometimes for me it does, it gets things out that words can't really explain. Hope you feel better soon.

So sorry you are hurting right now. I know you've been through a lot.

This I can definitely relate too.....
Hope it passes over soon enough. ((((Secret))))

:/ sry if I made it come out by acknowledging it for you.... oh well....maybe it was better that way anyhow. Hugs secret! Sry I wasn't online!

No it wasn't your fault. I just ran out of things to keep me busy and distract me and it all came rushing back.

(((((((( secretwhisper ))))))))

I guess I thought I might have improved today. But that was not the case. I can't even begin to try and get my head around everything. I'm just overwhelmed by it all. Exams. A break up. Work. The thought of starting my life over. Whether I can afford my own place. How long it will take to move back out of my parents. Suffice to say my head is a jumbled mess!

With all the other things going on you didn't need the pressure of a break up. Anything difficult just seems to make everything harder. Like with me a lot of my pain and struggle is around the hurt being at a time when I most needed to be strong. It makes it all hurt worse!

Those feelings are some of the worst, feelings of hopelessness are truly something horrific. Crying helps your outlook, this much I know, sometimes going through moments like that gives us much needed clarity. Something that encouraged me in the midst of feelings of hopelessness is recognizing the uncertainty of life, I've experienced it myself, one day you may wake up and on that day, unlike the thousands before it things might just spin in the right direction. And when your life is just constant depression and a labor to get up in the morning, uncertainty can lead to indulging in hope a bit more and that's a good thing.