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Old Jul 26, 2014, 09:00 PM
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Are you ok today?
You've made it out before, you can do it again! Remember the steps you took before, & follow the same path to the light. Don't lose faith in your ability!
I was mostly bored. Now I'm not okay. I am gonna skip sleeping. Just 4 more hours until the stores open..
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Old Jul 26, 2014, 09:17 PM
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What does that mean "the stores will be open...." ? To get your meds? If so, I hope you mean you're going to take them as directed! Do I need to "talk you down off the ledge" or are you going to be ok? Did something trigger you that you want to talk about?
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Old Jul 26, 2014, 09:25 PM
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Sleeping is difficult for me too. I get really intense unpleasant thoughts and feelings at night. I'm in dark depressive place too. Don't let the demon get the better of you. It's been a real battle for me to keep going. I am severely affected by illness and finding life difficult. Been feeling like not coping and ending life.
Please stay with us & we'll all talk this out together if we need to!
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Old Jul 27, 2014, 03:02 AM
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What does that mean "the stores will be open...." ? To get your meds? If so, I hope you mean you're going to take them as directed!
I'm sry I wasn't clear.. it's even more innocent than you guessed... i was hungry but had nothing to eat / it also meant that in 4 hours it's the next day ... Now I just feel confused... I dunno why I even said that.. you can just disregard it.

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Do I need to "talk you down off the ledge" or are you going to be ok?
I don't know. I don't think so right now but I can feel quite apathetic.

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Did something trigger you that you want to talk about?
Not really.
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Old Jul 27, 2014, 09:02 AM
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I'm sry I wasn't clear.. it's even more innocent than you guessed... i was hungry but had nothing to eat / it also meant that in 4 hours it's the next day ... Now I just feel confused... I dunno why I even said that.. you can just disregard it.


I don't know. I don't think so right now but I can feel quite apathetic.


Not really.
Ok. I was just worried about you. Glad you're ok!
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Old Jul 27, 2014, 09:47 AM
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Ok. I was just worried about you. Glad you're ok!
I actually didn't say I was ok :/ I'm just not to on my way to the store buying means to od... but ...well...I already got that. Sry to scare you.
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Old Jul 27, 2014, 10:18 AM
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I actually didn't say I was ok :/ I'm just not to on my way to the store buying means to od... but ...well...I already got that. Sry to scare you.
By saying "ok", I guess the better choice of words would've been "safe". I wish you were feeling better. I'm here if you need me! Please stay safe until this bad feeling passes!!
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Old Jul 28, 2014, 05:43 PM
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By saying "ok", I guess the better choice of words would've been "safe". I wish you were feeling better. I'm here if you need me! Please stay safe until this bad feeling passes!!
Again I don't need to go to the store to od cause I already got the means. So safe doesn't sound like it suited me then either.. :/ I am a little bit of a perfectionist as you may notice.. i hope it doesn't annoy you too much..

Regardless I had a good day today! I was with 2 of my cousins and my 2 brothers and a brothers gf and we had a great time together! I love gaming and I love cooperation and so I love cooperative games that I can play with these people... and we happen to have such a card game! And I dunno...for some reason all the social things just worked out. I didn't get anxious or wanted to go and lock myself in my room for almost the whole day!
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