[xIxAmxSadx]

Hello all,

It's been a very, very long time since I've written here.
But, I'm in a really bad place right now, I didn't know where else to turn.

My life has gone majorly up, and then majorly down again.

My depression seems to be swallowing me whole currently, and suffocating me. Drowning me. I can't get to the surface no matter how hard I try. I'm too tired, to apathetic, too numb, I just can't.

For the past 2 days I've been crying non-stop. I absolutely cannot control the tears. I feel so utterly, and completely hopelessly depressed and it hurts, so, much.
Why is this happening? Why can't I stop crying? I feel so terrible and I don't know what to do. I'm in so much emotional pain it's almost turning physical.

Help?

I hope all of you are doing well. x

[glok]

Hello, Abby. Your previous posts affirm the difficulties you are enduring. I hope you consider getting help.

I wish you well.

[sonnynotsunny]

Hey Abby, I’m sorry you’re going through all this, and sorry I don’t have the answers for your questions either, crying helps a lot to ease the pain, just let it out, we all go through hard time at some point in our life. I hope this just a passing phase and will end.

[NakamuraRie]

Hey there, I really really understand what you are feeling right now.. I cried uncontrollably last night that it hurt my rib cage... I'm so sorry that I'm not the only person who has to feel this way... You want to chat? I think you could really use a shoulder..

[waterknob1234]

Hi Abby, I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I have felt like this recently. Crying helps get the emotions out. Sometimes you just can't control the crying. Depression stinks. If you ever want to talk you can message me.