[The Fox & the Hound]

I really won't be on here much anymore, for a few reasons. You can PM if your wondering why.

Anyway... Today I told my cousin about suicidal thoughts. But, not much. I told her I thought about it awhile ago. Thats it. Now, I want to tell I'm depressed everyday,& seriously consider suicide. But, I'm not sure if I should. She was wanted to kill herself before. She's the only person who I trust,& feel comfortable with. The thing is... I'm not seeing her anymore because we went home. I wasn't finished telling her,& she said I could text her the rest, if I wanted.

I'm not sure if I should, though, what do you guys think?

I know a lot of you guys know I'm significantly struggling.

[deadpoet]

Keep talking or texting. At least there's someone who's willing to listen. THAT counts, bit time! I struggle with suicidal thoughts almost every day, and no one I know is willing to discuss my emotions. I've found several inspirational posts on YouTube, notably Noah Elkrief. I'm not saying watching some of these blogs have helped, but I do keep coming back to them, so, in a sense, I guess it's kept my will to live going. It's worth a try.

I think you should finish telling her. She has offered for you to text her, take her up on that offer. Any support is a good thing

[TheOriginalMe]

A lot depends on her state of mind right now, sure she understands what you are going through but does she have all the support she needs? However, as you struggled to open up before, I'm glad you have at last found someone irl that you can talk to.

[Idiot17]

If you finally hot to the point of telling someone irl I think you should tell it all. Good luck and stay strong.
((((Fox))))