[Andropov]

I would be frustrated if I didn't feel so numb right now. I would really like to attend a festival out-of-state so I could hang out with some of my friends. I just cant muster up all the energy needed to make it happen. I have no problems with ordering the airline tickets and drag myself to the airport, but the thought of having to worry about making hotel reservations and car rentals just feels too much right now. I just can't do it. I wish that I could ask my friends to do the reservations for me, but that would be too embarrassing.

[Mike_J]

What if instead of asking a friend to help you instead of doing it for you. You could ask for help finding the best deals, that way you wouldn't have to bring up the difficulty you are having the energy to do it yourself.

[Andropov]

Thanks for the idea, but I just don't know. I will have to think about it.

I just tried to book tickets online. I was looking at the travel dates and noticed that I would have to stay one day longer than everyone else (due to flight schedules). I suddenly had this overwhelming feeling or sensation. I can't put my finger on what I was feeling. Only that it was completely overwhelming me and I immediately closed down the browser. I don't know I felt like then. It was something completely different from anything I have been experiencing before.