[Idiot17]

I thought I'm human. I thought I'm a person with a brain, mind, and emotions (though numb) of its own. Apparently I'm wrong once again.

Instead I'm superman, a robot, a mechanical being. Without any wants and feelings of its own. That's what the people irl say and they would know, they live with me. So it's fine go ahead and talk about me and my needs while I'm sitting at the same table. Go ahead and discuss in front of my face who will tell me news. F**k I didn't know robots are deaf.
Once, I opened my mouth once to actually say something intelligent and someone slapped my mouth just because that's the way to shut up a robot. I barely ever talk to these people, I just don't see the point in it but when I do; sure feel free to freaking shut me up. Whatever it takes keep the superman quiet.

Not to mention that the "parents" still didn't start speaking to me. I lost count of how many days it's already been.

I will be doing something sooner rather then later. I'm at my breaking point.

[lonewolf59]

That's what it's like. I don't feel like a human most of the time either. Society tells me to shut my mouth, work for people and things I dont care about for the rest of my life and die miserable. Society tells me that most people have what I can never have. A normal social life, relationship, friends, and joy. I'm forced to be "thankful" for what I have and stare at what everyone has while they rub it in my face. And I'm supposed to be happy and thankful for that? I feel like they don't treat me like I'm human, either. I'm a peasant who cleans up the nobility's s***.

[Hellion]

Wow that sounds f*****g horrible, sorry you're having to put up with that. It is despicable anyone is treating you that way. Is it your family? Sounds like abuse to me but there are options if in a situation like that....sorry I don't know of anything very helpful off hand but if I think of things I'll post again...I hope others here can help. Are you an adult or minor?...but yeah that is not right you have just as much a right to feelings, emotions, expressing yourself, stating your opinions as everyone else and anyone who tells you differently is wrong no if, ands or buts about it.

Do you have any friends or family that do treat you like a human being who could potentially help you? Or do you have a therapist/psychiatrist or in any sort of treatment where you could tell someone involved in that about this?

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((( Idiot17 )))))))))

[waterknob1234]

I am so sorry you are having to suffer this way. You are a wonderful and good person, not a robot. You deserve better. Wish I could do something to help.

[IrisBloom]

If it helps, you are not the only person who has been treated that way by family. Hopefully one day you can surround yourself with loving caring people who will listen to you and want the best for you. For now, you must realize it's about them, not you. Mistreating someone you should take care of is their failure, not yours.

[TheOriginalMe]

I don't know if it is possible for you to put physical distance between you and the people who are treating you badly, but you need to keep emotionally distant from them. However, please find someone irl that you can talk to and who will help you keep safe. You are a good person with a kind heart (you have posted enough messages on pc for the community here to value you) and you must not let the casual cruelty of other people destroy you.

Stay strong.

[VMblue]

I want to give you a big hug so badly right now and tell you that everything will be better. To hold on.