[Purplesept2007]

As I am writing this I am crying because he will be missed he was a caring and very funny man. I am sad he left us so soon. I am sad he will never know how his actions have touch me in such a profound personal way. I truly believe I will never allow SU..... to be an option for me ever again. I finally see it from the other side those left behind to have deal, cope, come to terms, mourn, and so much more. I am grateful for being able to see this really completely for the first time.

I am having difficulty how to channel, cope not sure of the right words when I am slidding now though I am working on that with my therapist though. I guess analogy I can make is that I do have a parachute (not sure I really feel that all the time) but I have no idea how to pull the cord or even know the cord is there. Hopefully that makes some sense to some of you.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Snuggles22

I finally see it from the other side those left behind to have deal, cope, come to terms, mourn, and so much more. I am grateful for being able to see this really completely for the first time.

Peace to you, Snuggles22.

[IrisBloom]

I watched it too, Snuggles. His passing really made me stop and think too.

[arich62]

Hope you are getting over that PBS special on RW the other day. That would have been too much for me to watch as I feel like many do. My therapist told me a couple weeks ago his death has affected a LOT of people. I guess I look at as one, people in that situation are desperate for attention, they need attention and/or overloaded with inner anger. It looked to me like he wasn't getting enough attention and being heard at home. Artistic people (especially actors) are extra sensitive, many bipolar (which I think makes them great actors/ actresses in the first place). It has been a learning experience for me too, forced me to look deeper within myself and make sure I get what I want out of life.