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Old Sep 20, 2014, 02:05 AM
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I have Depression along with DID and I am feeling lost with no way out lately and I am bewildered as to who is holding these feeling...... is it me or one of my alters or a little both of us, but either way the feelings are REAL and they have a strong hold me.

Over all I am not happy with the life I now have and yet I cannot make it on my own and I do not know how to get away from the things or people that make me even sadder. I am often left feeling like there is only one way to escape my life and the sadness that visits my heart and mind weekly --I fight this as I do not like that road or the path it will lead to, it scare me for it force is strong when I am weak.

What am I to do when I feel like this?
What I am to do to escape the sadness?
How do I carry on in life with no income and with out them?

Thank you...... for Listening. Me -
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 08:29 AM
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I just want you to know that someone is listening. I'm happy to read your posts.
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 10:53 AM
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No answers to your questions obviously....sending hugs
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 12:40 PM
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Hello, Rhapsody!

Based on a light reading of a few of your other posts, you - no matter which you - have good reason to feel trapped.
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How do I carry on in life with no income and with out them?
Even if "unrealistic," can you dream of a situation where you do both - live and do so with a different set of supports?

Thinking of you...
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 01:31 PM
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Thanks for a few replies....... I feel a little better today, but boy did I ever have a rough two hours last night where I wish I had some one to talk too, but no one seemed to be online and no one in the house could help me as they were part of my stress.
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 01:37 PM
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Old Sep 20, 2014, 01:44 PM
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Question?
When your death seems like the only way out how do you find other real life ways to survive in this world? --and when I mean survive, I am meaning...... eat, wash, drive, get medicine, pay for doctor appointments, have a safe place to live with out fear of being throw out because you cant work, therefore, you have no financial way to provide for your self.

How do you live without him when you love him more than you hate him? --and you need him to financial take care of you and yet emotionally you can barely stand him on a daily bases any more? --and others you share your life with are stressing you out with their daily nick picking, constant complaining and disrespect????

......... the only LIGHT in my sadness and darkness in my GRANDDAUGHTER --what would she do with out me. I could not bare to hurt her in such a way. She keeps me going. She is my only hope. <3
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