[desperado]

How do I go on when I have nothing to live for? I don't even have my ******* health.

What is the point?

I "just" have my friends.....but even they have their own lives & most of them don't understand my problems anyway.

I am so depressed & hopeless. The future is completely bleak. God I am SICK & *^%$#@! tired of feeling this way. I have tried to change my thinking, but have failed.

** SCREAMING in despair **

d

((((((((((((dessy)))))))))))

hi dessy, so sorry you are feeling this way. i know that feeling, but as long as you are on the correct meds, seeing the coc and talking, you will get through it. i have never been through so many emotions in the last few weeks, but i am doing ok and at screaming pitch any more. if i can get here, so can you - come on dessy, take my hand and i'll pull you up a little. it can be done. you have tothink about all the things you do have, you're here, you have a roof avoer your head and friends, friends in here and on the outside. some people have no-one, out on the street and cold and hungry, this is how i've been thinking to get me up a little, please follow, kerry xxxx

[desperado]

(((((((((((((((((((Jin)))))))))))))))))

Sometimes I wonder if I should be on the streets.....

Thank you for your strength & encouragement.......

Just so hopeless........

Thank you for being a great friend, Jin.

Desy

(((( Desy ))))

Sometimes all we can do is hang on for now. Snuggle up with us here for now til this passes.



Good for you for wanting a more fulfilling life. Why settle for what you have if it isn't what you want? In your thoughts are your desires. Go for it, Desy!

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( Desy )))))))))))))))

[pegasus]

What is the point?......................I ask myself that question a lot.

Hang on in there, we don't feel like that forever.

(((((((((((((( desperado )))))))))))))

((((((((((((dessy)))))))))))

I hope things get better for you! It sounds like you have friends. Keep going!

[Pomegranate]

Desperado, I felt the same way many, many times over and over again. The one thing that's for sure is that if I wait long enough, I feel better. I suppose that's not much help but I hope it's something. I have health problems also. Even with old age and health problems I still come back to a place where I'm okay with being alive and hopeful - a bit - for the future. And that's enough.

I hope you start feeling better soon. Hang in there, try to distract yourself with things you like all day long.

[Talulah]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Des))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Screaming with you my friend (that's us screaming)

I often wonder why the heck I'm here, what is my worth and purpose?? I ask the universe every day to show it to me......I'm still waiting, don't want to miss the universes call.......I've asked them to call you as well......I hope they do. I hear that if we wait long enough and believe enough we may get that message................

love to you up there...........!

(((((((((((Desperado)))))))))))))

[AlteredState01]

"It may be rainin'
but there's a rainbow above you..."

"Desperado"
by The Eagles

[pamelasu]

I hope you find some hope soon! Maybe try doing something you love doing. Try some artwork or something that will help you feel better. Hang in there! *hugs*

[desperado]

Thank you all, for the encouragement..it means a lot.

Thanks for listening.

(((((((((((((((((((Everyone who helped)))))))))))))))))))))))

Desy