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#1
Mar 02, 2007, 09:26 AM
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im sick of this crap my so called friends have abandoned me my life is messed up i just need a release
i just need to die
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#2
Mar 02, 2007, 10:20 AM
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you can do it! infact your doing it this very minute!. Just take it a minute at a time...this is another building block of experience that will make you stronger..with good foundations (pain) our lifes are built on sand...
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Mar 02, 2007, 10:23 AM
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Pixie most of us have found out about our friends who have gone through this. Today is a low point for you but it wont always be. If you have a therapist I would make contact, and if you dont I would get one. I find by not trying to get too far ahead of myself and taking the day in small pieces at a time I dont feel so overwhelmed. Be kind to yourself.
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Mar 02, 2007, 10:52 AM
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whats the point seriously though no one will miss me
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Mar 02, 2007, 11:00 AM
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The point is you have to miss yourself. We have to have a relationship with ourself. Want to be here. At the end of the day no one "out there" can care about us as much as we can care about ourselfs. I'd say your child self is talking now and needs the adult you to come and be the one that would care if she wasn't here?
Are you in therapy? Its hard to do this alone. Take care, |
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Mar 02, 2007, 11:14 AM
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i cant afford therapy right now
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#7
Mar 02, 2007, 01:31 PM
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Can you journal? Keep talking here about how you feel? I've read some good books on depression that acted as some sort of support when I was low. I know it all seems like an uphill battle to do anthing when the dep hits hard. I'm sorry your feeling so low right now, I do know what its like, I've been hospitlised in the past, had neumours *S* attempts. But there is hope. There always is.
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#8
Mar 02, 2007, 01:40 PM
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Hello Pixie.
I am sorry that you are hitting a low point at this time. I am very glad that you are letting someone help you through at this time. I understand that you can not afford therapy at this time. There is another alternative though a general practitioner MD. can give you medication for depression and possibly refer you to a therapist in the area and help you get low cost or no cost mental health treatment for your depression. There are possibly support groups in your area as well that you can attend so you feel less alone. I am going leave you the hotline number for reland in case you need to call and talk to someone in person about how you are feleing at this time 011-44-2600366. There is also a chat at 2:30 PM today with Dr Wylie in the main room you are more than welcome to attend and ask Dr Wylie Questions on what you should do for your mental health, and you are also welcome to PM Dr Wylie he goes under the name Psisci and ask mental health questions as well. I hope you feel better soon. Soidhonia
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Mar 02, 2007, 01:43 PM
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Don't know if this will help, but when I've felt that way - I've realized later that what I really wanted was to live and be alive and I felt like I was dead. That's why it hurt so much and why I struggled - because really I wanted to live and I felt like I was dieing.
Did you have a therapist before the money crunch? She/he might be willing to still see you for a token payment ... Keep posting here - don't give up. ((((((((((pixie19))))))))))
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Mar 02, 2007, 02:11 PM
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I've been there - was almost hospitalized but really resisted it, so had to take a leave off work instead... I guess there's always hope that maybe tomorrow there will be even a bit of joy...
I leaked to a friend how I felt which actually helped and prevented me from doing something... Do you think you could tell someone how you feel? You could call the mobile response team in your city - they send pple out to your home if you really need support. |
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#11
Mar 03, 2007, 01:40 AM
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Pix,
Sorry you feel like this..........I am feeling the EXACT same way right now.............so let's go through it together. Des |
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#12
Mar 03, 2007, 01:42 AM
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Holy shnipey, mouse...........you are good.
Are you a T? If so, are you in Toronto & taking on new pts? |
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#13
Mar 03, 2007, 07:29 PM
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((((((((pixie)))))))))
i'mso sorry you feel so sad. you will get through this, you reached out to us in pc and explained how you were feeling. there is a lot of support in hee for you, pm me anytime, i will listen.please keep posting and talking, try and find someone maybe in college who can point you in the right direction. just try and find that tiny pinprick of light, follow it step by step, one day at a time. we're here for you, please know that. love kerry xx(jinnyann) xxxx |
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#14
Mar 03, 2007, 07:48 PM
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but you are doing this... and as dark as it is right now, know that it won't always be so., TC
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