[LelouchLamperouge]

I feel like this might not belong in this section of the forums but I've always just posted here as my depression along with my social anxiety are my main problems that I severely suffer from.

I don't feel like I'm the same person anymore that I even remotely used to be in the past...putting aside my depression and social anxiety, I get very sensitive and am very susceptible to getting very irritable and annoyed by others. There are times when I just get so annoyed and irritated that I want to burst out screaming and yelling. I used to be also very nice and generous person, or at least i think so, but now I hate the sight of it now. For example, I get annoyed and disgusted whenever I see my mother give things to my brother's friend and his mom who are living with us. There are so many little things that have been driving me crazy lately and feel like it's only getting worse.

I just don't feel like the same person anymore and I know I'm not...I've changed to almost completely opposite to how I used to be...all of these problems would just no longer be an issue if I disappeared along with them.

[kaliope]

I imagine that this is part of your depression. irritability is a symptom. if you are on meds, then they aren't effectively treating it and I would talk to your dr about trying something else. I know it is a pain in the butt changing meds all the time, but there are so many out there, one of them is bound to work to effectively address everything.,

[Clara22]

Hi LelouchLamperouge,
Thanks a lot for sharing this. My experience with depression brought me to the same place: I can be too irritable and also sometimes I am resentful. On the other hand, sometimes I think I am mores realistic and see things that I did not want to see before like that some people were using me and that their love for me was not that big. Depression brings a bunch of emotions and ideas and sometimes I think I will not be able to recover. But my hope is that this is just temporary and I will be better, eventually.
I am sending you a big hug and hope to see you in the forum often