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Hi Tracey,
Sorry I missed our appointment today. I had completely forgot. Since we last met, my mental health has deteriorated a lot. I am ordered to be around people 24/7. I am not allowed to drive, or travel by myself. My CPN is trying to get an appointment with my psychiatrist next week or the week after as she said I am becoming dangerous, and my symptoms are very concerning. I am not doing to well and suicide is always on my mind. I lack the emotion to see why this is bad and I just don't feel anything. I am inventing the perfect plan to make sure it is successful but I feel no guilt or empathy. |
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Did you get a response yet?
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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She said she would be intouch with my CPN but I've heard nothing since. I can't open up to people how I feel because they will take it as I am careless and stuff.
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If you are inventing the perfect plan then that would be seen as dangerous to yourself.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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I told my cpn this last time I saw her and they aren't too bothered
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I understand how mental health professionals can be rather uncaring and neglectful. Try talking, emailing to Samaritans or another listening service? Thats better than nothing when you are in difficult dark place.
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