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Old Nov 28, 2014, 06:00 AM
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Hi Tracey,

Sorry I missed our appointment today. I had completely forgot.

Since we last met, my mental health has deteriorated a lot. I am ordered to be around people 24/7. I am not allowed to drive, or travel by myself. My CPN is trying to get an appointment with my psychiatrist next week or the week after as she said I am becoming dangerous, and my symptoms are very concerning.

I am not doing to well and suicide is always on my mind. I lack the emotion to see why this is bad and I just don't feel anything. I am inventing the perfect plan to make sure it is successful but I feel no guilt or empathy.
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Old Nov 28, 2014, 10:20 AM
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Did you get a response yet?
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Old Nov 28, 2014, 10:23 AM
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She said she would be intouch with my CPN but I've heard nothing since. I can't open up to people how I feel because they will take it as I am careless and stuff.

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Old Nov 28, 2014, 10:26 AM
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If you are inventing the perfect plan then that would be seen as dangerous to yourself.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman

Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.

Male, 50

Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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Old Nov 28, 2014, 10:27 AM
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I told my cpn this last time I saw her and they aren't too bothered

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Old Nov 28, 2014, 02:16 PM
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I understand how mental health professionals can be rather uncaring and neglectful. Try talking, emailing to Samaritans or another listening service? Thats better than nothing when you are in difficult dark place.
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