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For the past couple of days ive been feeling so empty and lonely, at times i will also feel angry and sad. The feelings just build up as time goes by.. i feel like everything just goes darker and darker.. everyone that i care the most just goes further and leave me all alone in the darkness while they are going to have fun. As much as i feel sad and angry about it.. i also feel like its good that they leave me cause im nothing but a burden and trouble for them.. they would be better off without me anyway.. cause im just a piece of *****, doesnt deserve to be happy and doesnt deserve anyone at all.. cause no matter how hard i try to make everyone around me happy and to be fit in.. in the end they will still leave me.. like they finally realise im nothing good to keep around.
Christmas and New Year Eve is coming closer.. this use to be my fave month where i get to spend time with someone, but now i am literally alone with no one care about me, my fiancee dumped me and dont wanna talk to me anymore cause she found another guy, my friends having fun with their own gf or fam. The closer it gets.. the more i feel so deeply empty, lonely, angry and sad.. im afraid how dark i can get and how deep i will fall into desperation when its finally here.. im afraid of what i might do |
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(((vantonius)))
You are not alone! What is happening right now is only temporary. Thoughts are fleeting and they come and go. You never know what tomorrow may bring. Life is so unpredictable. Please don't lose faith in your capabilities. You are much more than a negative mood. Trust yourself and life is all about never giving up! ![]() |
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Sending hugs. I'm sorry you're going through this Vantonius, I completely understand and can relate to what you are feeling right now. If you are, as you said, scared of what you might do then it's very important you make use of your coping resources right now. Take care of yourself.
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Exactly! It cant break it, and as a matter of fact.. it makes me feel even lonely.. cause ill be sitting at home alone, no one to talk to or spent time together with.. its just sucks so bad. Oh how i wish theres an answer for this
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