Going crazy

A month ago today i was finally very happy. I was in a relationship and everything was fine with my life in general. Out of the blue one day about 2 weeks ago she started texting strangely. Later that day she broke up with me through text because we were too similar to each other (which doesn't really make sense to me but whatever). Now im a guy who doesn't have many friends because im very selective when it comes to the kinds of people i like to keep close to me. The one really good friend i have has been my friend for 8 years now. Hes in a relationship with a girl who is best friends with my now new ex(they set us up). In the past weeks ive been going through this breakup ive been alone with nothing but my thoughts. My friend hasn't been here for me at all, we used to hang out at least 3-4 times a week and now he doesn't even ask me how im doing without me first contacting him and trying to hang out. I just feel like im going crazy. Things were finally good. I was happy for the first time in 4-5 years and within 2 weeks everything has spiraled out of control once again. Each day is getting harder again. And i just keep asking myself "why don't i deserve to be happy like everyone else"

Hey Wade, glad thanks for sharing your story on PC. Sorry you have a painful break up you are trying to heal from.

Do you have a therapist? That is how many people work through the heavy lifting of a loss.

Just a point from having ready 100's of PC posts. 95% of the people have serious problems and are not happy. I think rather than an anomaly, your situation is much like others.

The forum on relationships and communication may be of interest.