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May 09, 2007, 03:00 PM
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My latest post as caused many hardships to others. THe link is here http://forums.psychcentral.com/showf...5&o=21&fpart=1
I want to clarify and apologize.I'm sorry for all I've done. I'm craving attention do to my recently suicidal feelings of guilt that have been emensely building ove rthe past 1 year. I'm leaving PC honestly NOT because its not helping (it is you guys really do love me, I feel like a king), not because I'm really not, meaning I'm not bluffing to get attention. But infact because I don't know how to accept sorrow and love. You guys and girls offer so much that its overwhelming. I realize now that I really dont want help. Thats the first key, you must want help to receieve. I'm going to go over that 2morrow in therapy. Also please forgive me and pray. Goodbye to all, and thanks for all you've done. Sry I didnt accept it. |
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May 09, 2007, 03:20 PM
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I wish you nothing but the very best on your journey.
I do hope that you are able to receive the help that you crave (even if you don't want it) in your therapy. Best wishes and strength to you Moonkin!
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#3
May 09, 2007, 03:25 PM
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i wish for you what i wish for myself. peace, love, acceptance, happiness, joy and contentment. love, pat
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May 09, 2007, 03:26 PM
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((((((((((MoonKin)))))))))))))) Your post didn't hurt anybody. Really, we understand. We all go through feeling unloved and wanting/needing more attention. You are being way too hard on yourself. I hope you're okay.
 
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#5
May 09, 2007, 03:43 PM
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Change is scarey...
Stop running.... I understand it can be overwhelming. I do not think PC has been a bad experience for you. Maybe an eye opening experience... If you do choose to leave, I hope that you will print out our posts to look at over time. You might also care to share posts and letters gotten here with your T. I think that change is difficult, that it takes alot of work and the work is not easy. The reason that many of us keep going and working on it.... at least why I do ... is because I really do not wish to stay where I am now. Do you wish to stay where you are now... with all of this anxiety and dependence? Take care my dear..... and keep moving forward if only in teeny tiny baby steps. |
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May 09, 2007, 04:32 PM
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sorry you have decided to leave but feel free to change your mind, im sorry you are feeling so rough at the moment, i myself have suffered with depression on and of for a while, mostly due to some of the things i dealt with as a child , but more receantly my own relationship problems and some things to do with two of my children, if you can learn to accept the offer of everyone here to listen to you and reply if they can you will find this a wonderful place to spend some of your time, either seeking help or offering some suport to others please feel free to pm anytime you want
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 No kind action ever stops with itself. One kind action leads to another. Good example is followed. A single act of kindness throws out roots in all directions, and the roots spring up and make new trees. The greatest work that kindness does to others is that it makes them kind themselves.
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May 09, 2007, 04:54 PM
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(((((((( Moonkin )))))))))))) You have got to try to stop saying that you are leaving because that kind of freaks everybody out. Don't quit, you said PC helps you, stick with us and you will find that you can learn to accept your own feelings and start to feel better about yourself. Good luck with T tomorrow.
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May 09, 2007, 05:11 PM
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#9
May 09, 2007, 09:20 PM
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Thanks everyone. Your al lso loving. So caring and so heart warming. Sadly at this stage of my life it doesnt trigger any help. I'm not able to grasp it and I don't like it, yet I do. Its complicated. Basicly I have no "want" in me to get better, yet i do...gosh I'm confusing. Basicly I've decided to leave PC for a while, and possibly go into a pyciatric ward, a place to cry as long as I need to. Maybe I will get better. Take care all, god bless and pray for me and for yourselves and most importantly, the world.
Moonkin. |
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#10
May 09, 2007, 09:40 PM
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Moonkin I am sorry to see you go but you know you are always welcome here. I am happy that you are looking at other alternatives that may help you along the way such as hospitalization. Please stay safe. My thoughts are with you.
BB
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May 09, 2007, 10:01 PM
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Good luck ((((((((Moonkin))))))))
Remember that what you are searching for is already in you. |
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May 09, 2007, 10:14 PM
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((((((((((((((( Moonkin )))))))))))))))))
We'll be here when YOU are ready. If it's next year or month, that's fine. If it's tomorrow, that great.  You do what you have to do and we'll support you through it. Take my care and strength I'm sending you with you... KD
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#13
May 10, 2007, 09:50 AM
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I'm sorry that you are leaving Moonkin, especially if you think that the attention you have gotten here has been helpful.
Please do not feel you have to stick with this decision. Best wishes for a positive experience with T today -- and always.
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