[herethennow]

is hospitalised.

and i truly regret saying ok.

[Clara22]

Originally Posted by herethennow

is hospitalised.

and i truly regret saying ok.

I am thinking of you. I am hospitalized, as well.

I am in a snarly mood today so far. I think it's mainly because my legs are incredibly sore from jogging yesterday, I'm feeling tired because of it, and I am very frustrated that I can't jog without being so sore. Also a little worried that, because of the soreness, I won't be able to work my way up to 3.5 miles straight, which is the length of the leg I committed to doing in the relay race coming up at the end of April.

I am also feeling embarrassed about having to call my riding instructor and cancel my lesson for this week due to finances. Actually, I need to tell her that I have to take an indefinite break. I guess I'm just embarrassed about my unemployment.

[kultking]

I'm incredibly down today...I'm back at work, with a new work schedule that lets me have Fridays off until winter is over...I should be happy about this because it gives me an extra day to spend with my husband since he's off Fridays too but I'm still very depressed today

[regretful]

Hovering between wellness and depression is a tough place to be. I think I'm doing okay, but then my thoughts tell me I'm not.

Weird.

I had a dream that I already had my own place (and it was a really nice place), but I didn't yet have a job. And so I was all panicked about finding one.

If only I had a place by now. If only finding a job was the bulk of my worries.

Of course, I'm very depressed...

feeling rather off today.

i blame myself... yesterday i watched something i really shouldn't have (but didn't know it was actually bad for me) until it was too late and the damage had been done

[Toxie55]

Originally Posted by Bark

If the number 13 prevents anyone from wanting to post, we can skip the number for this round.

Feeling pretty good. A friend did me a huge favour, which helped my anxiety immensely, and someone I know gave me hope that I'll get better. And my lost keys were found!

I'm thankful. So very thankful.

I am happy that you feel a little Better!

[Toxie55]

I am having rough day.The man I love may have been here but I am not sure-have not heard from him in 4 months,
I did not get a job and was called today and have another interview
today. feeling hopeless.

[tz90]

Couldn't get out of bed in time, but at least I managed to repair brakes and flat tire on my bike in the evening. I'm exhausted now. Haven't had lunch or warm meal and I can't be bothered cooking. Hope to make it to the canteen tomorrow before closing time, or it will be another day of eating fruits and cereal lol.

[amandaag010]

Are we supposed to post how we are currently feeling?
What difference would it make if I post ? Nobody would read it. Let's be real.

I've been to several other forums which supposedly supports people with all sorts of emotional problems. None of them helped. Ive instead dealt with people who don't even want to connect with you .

So what would make this forum different ? I'm so exhausted. I'm tired of saying I need people that cares because it won't happen. What is wrong with having a little dependency on people for emotional support? You want me to be an insensitive emotionless brat?

Don't even tell me to shut up or stop being negatively without even trying to understand where I'm coming from

What's so hard about having people in my life that cares ? Meh. Never mind . Not worth asking. I will always be known for bugging and irritating people

Right. I wasted time posting this. Who would read this anyway? Nobody. This is not to seek any attention btw but assume whatever you want to assume

Idk what to say

[H-H-H-H]

[herethennow]

feeling meh. down, but i feel like i shouldn't show it here either.
so.. either way.. to outsiders... i'm always pretending that i am fine.

not looking forward to seeing the docs and answering their questions. this is one part i dread about being hospitalised - being asked the same things everyday.

[TheOriginalMe]

Originally Posted by boomerango

I am guessing that some of you will know how absurdly proud I am that I cleaned the kitchen and bathrooms really well. For about 5 minutes, you could eat off the floors. usually, I am barely able to do the bare minimum for clean. It's been many months since I could do even a little more.

Me too, one of my therapy targets was to be able to spend 1 hour a week on cleaning my bedroom. The day after we set that target my T discharged me because I was too depressed and risky for her service I felt so useless admitting that I couldn't do such a basic task and then hopeless because even my T thought I was too depressed to function. It took me three months to clean my bedroom from top to toe, but I did it last week. So well done for cleaning your kitchen and bathroom.

[TheOriginalMe]

Need to settle down for the night, I'm at work in the morning. I am worrying about that so I'm not sure I'll sleep.

[angelene]

Feeling rather neutral today. Took another hour nap courtesy of Geodon. But I was able to get right up when I awoke this morning, so maybe the drowsiness is going away. One can only hope.

[Rose76]

Originally Posted by amandaag010

Are we supposed to post how we are currently feeling?
What difference would it make if I post ? Nobody would read it. Let's be real.

I've been to several other forums which supposedly supports people with all sorts of emotional problems. None of them helped. Ive instead dealt with people who don't even want to connect with you .

So what would make this forum different ? I'm so exhausted. I'm tired of saying I need people that cares because it won't happen. What is wrong with having a little dependency on people for emotional support? You want me to be an insensitive emotionless brat?

Don't even tell me to shut up or stop being negatively without even trying to understand where I'm coming from

What's so hard about having people in my life that cares ? Meh. Never mind . Not worth asking. I will always be known for bugging and irritating people

Right. I wasted time posting this. Who would read this anyway? Nobody. This is not to seek any attention btw but assume whatever you want to assume

Idk what to say

You're new to PC, by the date under your avatar. I would recommend you try starting a thread about whatever is toughest on your life right now. I find that I get nice responses to threads I've started. People get to know you that way, then can follow you better on a check-in thread like this. Just a thought. Sounds like you could use some support.

I'm guilty. Fell asleep just after supper and my son was up playing video games until midnight. He still wasn't asleep an hour later, and gets up 5 hours after that. Holidays have now been long enough. I want to get up and do things. Saw the chiro, and for the $ spent on taxi and his fee, wasn't worth it. He barely did anything at all. Not going again. It is tough with money right now.
I was doing this all to make me better so I'd maybe be able to work again. Fell, already said that.... am mad cuz there's more things going wrong. Have to wait for a few days to see doc again. Guess I am depressed. Some moment's I made myself laugh at myself, otherwise I'd be so nuts.
Hugs to all suffering

[tz90]

Originally Posted by amandaag010

Are we supposed to post how we are currently feeling?
What difference would it make if I post ? Nobody would read it. Let's be real.

I've been to several other forums which supposedly supports people with all sorts of emotional problems. None of them helped. Ive instead dealt with people who don't even want to connect with you .

So what would make this forum different ? I'm so exhausted. I'm tired of saying I need people that cares because it won't happen. What is wrong with having a little dependency on people for emotional support? You want me to be an insensitive emotionless brat?

Don't even tell me to shut up or stop being negatively without even trying to understand where I'm coming from

What's so hard about having people in my life that cares ? Meh. Never mind . Not worth asking. I will always be known for bugging and irritating people

Right. I wasted time posting this. Who would read this anyway? Nobody. This is not to seek any attention btw but assume whatever you want to assume

Idk what to say

Hey, I've read your post so it wasn't a waste of time. Nobody will tell you to stop being negative or judge you.

[tz90]

I didn't get any sleep last night, thoughts and troubles kept me awake. There's still a lot of work to do, but too tired to do anything now. Currently watching a charity event where people play old video games and collect money to prevent cancer. It's entertaining and brings back some childhood memories.