Feeling lousy

I'm tired. Just feeling like I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. Don't like feeling this way. The few dates I have been on have been a complete waste of time. Seems like when they find out I am not very well off financially they can't get away fast enough. I know that all girls are not like that, but it is hard not to start thinking that.

Makes me feel worthless. Oh well.....

I feel the exact same way with guys. I'm so ashamed about my finacial situation and occupation that I don't even like to bring up the subject of jobs. I feel like no guy will even give me the time of day because I'm not financially secure.

It is very much a worthless lonely feeling.

I'm sorry you are having a tough time finding someone to relate to. I know it makes life seem lonely. I encourage you to keep trying because the next one might be a good one.

Artchic

I really do know that everyone isn't like that. Feel kinda guilty when I have that thought. One more way the depression doesn't play fair. I just keep reminding myself the truth.

Actually, to be realistic, most people shun away from finacially unstable people to date. I know this for a fact. Why date someone who can't contribute? A broken soul?

Well you're not a broken soul. None of us are. We just have a bit more to carry. I continue to believe we are stronger for it in the long run. We are at least honest with ourselves.

I know I'm not broken, but the guys out there seem to run away in droves from me. It's them that seem to think I'm broken and don't want to date me because of that.