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I've felt unwanted, and just blank. I have alot of memory loss (and people have told me it relates to depression). I have ADD, and I can't get any medication until July 11th, which is the quickest time I can get into that sertain doctor that is in my insurance. I have to wait the rest of this year, and fail which has been my major depression problem. I always failed, forgot things, and I just feel unwanted. I just feel upset. I get upset over everything. I just wish I was normal. I don't have any close friends besides a boyfriend. If I were to have a "girls night out" or anything related like that, I wouldn't know who to ask since I'm not close with anyone. I just feel so upset.
My grandmother also passed away last Saturday and her and I were really close and I just can't handle anything. I have a really low self-esteem, and I wish it was higher. I don't really like myself right now, I don't think anyone does anymore... __________________ "I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. I don't believe it makes me real." |
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((((((((((((((((((((((littlemissjess)))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry about your grandmother. Under good circumstances it is hard to work through that.
I hope you find some way to obtain the meds earlier than July. Has anyone tried the local governments? Or a gp? Please take care and should you need someone to talk to pleae feel free to PM. __________________ |
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I'm sorry about your loss. Please don't try to think or do anything right now... I think the best you can do is just "be" for a bit. ((hugs))
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I'm so sorry to hear about your loss .. hang in there __________________ The unexamined life is not worth living. -Socrates |
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I'm so upset today. My grandmother issue is no longer bothering me really, but everyone practicly hates me
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