[nightdream]

I'm going to have to go to work soon and I know i'm going to get hurt out there even more then I am now.

Competition, power, mean and rude people is what I'm going to have to face. I'm not strong enough to do this.

If i could just stay home, I would. Not because I'm lazy, i almost never stop around my home, but because I am more safe. I don't belong out there. I don't understand this world, I can't be part of it, I can't do this.

I also know there is nothing nobody can do for me. It's just the way I am. I don't want to be part of this world.

Thank you for reading this!
nightdream

[darkeyes]

I understand you, been there, is it possible for you to change careers? Do you like animals? Kids? if you like any of these, you may want to keep your eyes open for any job opportunities, if you land one then you can get out of the one that is giving you problems. I found that even when I recieved a smaller salary due to a change in careers the benefit was that I was happier, and that you can't really put a price on.
I am wishing you luck, just try not to give up.
Have you ever seen a therapist, or counselar? I have found that helpful, they have shown me some direction towards what I enjoy and how I can intertwine my interests with work.
Just a thought.

Lots of luck and feel free to come back and talk to us here

DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON

[Fuzzybear]

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Take care sweetie,
Your fuzzy friend

[Starbuck]

Hi nightdream,

You wrote : "I also know there is nothing nobody can do for me. Its just the way I am. I dont want to be part of this world".

Well my opinion is that there are plenty of help, yes, but maybe you should ask professional and medical advice here, which I can't do.

But I will tell you this, that I know how you can feel, and that no man is an island, wherever it can be and whatever the competition may be.

There is always a place to feel safe, just hang on if it's the only thing you can do for now.

No Man is an Island.

Sincerely,

Starbuck


Born in 1963 of French mom and Canadian dad. Studied and worked (Majors in History, Theology. M.A. in Sociology).