I knew it would find me. It always does. I don't want to cry. I don't want the pain. Yet it always comes to surface. It's hitting me hard and I just want to hide from it. Make it go away!

[kaliope]

i am sorry to hear that you are struggling. i hope you get to feeling better soon. if you need to talk, feel free to PM me.

[Fuzzybear]

I'm sorry you're struggling (feel free to pm me as well if you need to talk)

I'm so sorry you're hurting hold on xx

Today I thought I was doing ok. Until I started to break down a bit at work. And that's hard bc I'm the boss! Now I'm alone and everything just starts to crumble. I just feel so beaten down and drained. I really wish I could escape this.

Thx so much for your replies. It means a lot to me.

[artichack]

Originally Posted by Zayabean

I knew it would find me. It always does. I don't want to cry. I don't want the pain. Yet it always comes to surface. It's hitting me hard and I just want to hide from it. Make it go away!

Are you talking about depression? Have you been diagnosed with the disease? If so, are you seeing anybody and or medication? I can understand the finding me..the pain...hunting you down....maybe stress? Sorry....when I am confronted with depression....its too late...I haven't taken the steps to lesson the impact...or ignored the sings.....pushes me to the bottom.....cannot function......literally........like an invalid.......so please take the necessary steps to ward off your feelings......get healthy....don't let it progress...best of luck...Artie

Originally Posted by artichack

Are you talking about depression? Have you been diagnosed with the disease? If so, are you seeing anybody and or medication? I can understand the finding me..the pain...hunting you down....maybe stress? Sorry....when I am confronted with depression....its too late...I haven't taken the steps to lesson the impact...or ignored the sings.....pushes me to the bottom.....cannot function......literally........like an invalid.......so please take the necessary steps to ward off your feelings......get healthy....don't let it progress...best of luck...Artie

Thx. Yes I've been diagnosed for yrs. major depression. I take meds and see a T. But going through a lot of thgs in my life right now that is making what I call the cycle, much for frequent and hard.