I need help please please read

Im sorry for this it may cause you to be sad but i dont know were else to go, I am 16 and in 11th grade. I feel Homicidal and suicidal on a daily basis i also think im dilusional. Im not sure of anything anymore. I want help but im afraid to tell anyone i feel this way. But at the same time idont wanna hurt anyone or myself. Some one please help me.

sweetie you have come to the right place. i am so sorry you feel this way. you dont have to go through this alone, thre are a lot of teens in here who can identify with you and support you. or adults if you prefer

i'm 42 and i know how lonely and frustrated you feel, i've been there myself, you are not alone. do you have friends or family you can talk to? as a mother and one of my kids was feeling this way i would want to help.

please pm me anytime, go to your profile and choose private message and put my name jinnyann in the name box. i live in the uk there may be a time difference. if you require help right away go into chat into the support room, just click on support and someone will come in to see you.

you have our love and support in here, never feel lonely

take care, love jinnyann

i don't know how i can add to the excellent post of jinnyann's....you're more than welcome here and there are tons of people that have had similiar feelings and we all relate to one another very well........keep posting.....xoxox pat

Every time i speak to my dad he breaks me down. Were i cry almost 5 days a week. My mom is to weak to stand up to him. If i tell him how i feel again hell mock me. Hell tell me to do it. And make me worse. Every days its building and the break is getting closer. Im not sane, sometimes i even get these horrific daydreams if you will, about mass murder. I need help but i dont want to be put away. This is the cold hard truth.

do you have a school counsellor or another relative you can talk to?

maybe a private chat with your mum when dad's not around for a while. you need to speak to someone sweetie, feel free to pm me or go into support now and i will meet you there.

i want you to know i care and you've ben very brave to come here and express your feelings.
i am here now if you want to talk ok?

love, jinnyann

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do you have a school counsellor or another relative you can talk to?

love, jinnyann

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It is important for you to express these thoughts and feelings here and to a counselor or others who can listen and help.

Please keep trying to find someone.