[Billtrick]

I reach for this website like a lifeline. I haven't necessarily found any reprieve in doing so, but it saves me from being overwhelmed by thoughts of suicide. Which crash into each other like molecules in a boiling pot. I reach for this website in hopes I will find something to resemble hope, something to resemble comfort. However, I realize now that I will always be a day late and a dollar short. I will be caught in this unforgiving loop indefinitely. I am in a black pit. No form of communication is helpful. I cannot seem to describe so people understand. Nor do I have the energy. This post is about all I can get out. I have so much more to say. I have so much more to write. But it will not escape past the labyrinth of neurons that have nothing better to do. Well I can't even think of anything else to say. Maybe, this, life, whatever it is, is just too much for me. I don't want to have to go through this again and yet I know I will. Sigh*

[Crazy Hitch]

Hang in there (((Billtrick)))

I found this article here on PsychCentral written by By Jane Collingwood.

I honestly agree with a lot of what is written in this article.

I have used some of the strategies suggested by Jane in this article when I myself have been depressed and I can say from personal first hand experience; it does help; even if you don't notice progress at first. It's step by step; one day at a time.

Lifestyle Tips for Dealing with Depression | Psych Central

[Fuzzybear]

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by Billtrick

Nor do I have the energy. ...I have so much more to write. But it will not escape past the labyrinth of neurons that have nothing better to do.

That's too familiar...

[vital]

Originally Posted by Billtrick

I reach for this website like a lifeline. I haven't necessarily found any reprieve in doing so, but it saves me from being overwhelmed by thoughts of suicide. Which crash into each other like molecules in a boiling pot. I reach for this website in hopes I will find something to resemble hope, something to resemble comfort. However, I realize now that I will always be a day late and a dollar short. I will be caught in this unforgiving loop indefinitely. I am in a black pit. No form of communication is helpful. I cannot seem to describe so people understand. Nor do I have the energy. This post is about all I can get out. I have so much more to say. I have so much more to write. But it will not escape past the labyrinth of neurons that have nothing better to do. Well I can't even think of anything else to say. Maybe, this, life, whatever it is, is just too much for me. I don't want to have to go through this again and yet I know I will. Sigh*

Hi Billtrick,

- vital

[pinkflower17]

Hang in there. I'm sorry you're struggling so much.