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This week overall had been so great but last night i felt the blues and anxiety moving in. This morning I woke up and didn't want to get out of bed and filled with anxiety. I managed to get up around 12 and go for breakfast but I sense my mood changing.
The familiar dread settling in wrapping me around. I should be grateful and happy for the week of reprieve I had and maybe this will only turn into a bump in the road but I'm not sure.
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MissApathetic TMS Fall 2016 Effexor, Klonpin, Xanax, Seroquel, Welbutrin, Topimax, Naltraxone (off label), Lunesta, B12, Vit D3, Major Treatment Resistent Depression, ADD, Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Attacks #Metoo Depression eats life
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I completely understand, I just spent the last week not even leaving my house after having a really good month. Its hard, it hurts, its exhausting, its embarrassing. I'm trying to learn to deal with all of this. Hugs to you!!
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![]() ![]() ![]() I totally understand too ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Hey Apathy, I know that feeling. Getting out and about at noon is still good
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I'm not sure what mood I'm in today. I got up earlier than I have been and didn't snooze for an hour like normal before finally getting out of bed. But I'm I don't know, a little cranky and I'm getting the cravings to self injure but I'm at work so I won't do that.
I'm debating keeping my appointment with my shrink this week. I just saw him 6-8 weeks ago and made a follow up appointment early because I didn't think I was getting any relief from the medication increase and I didn't want to wait 3 months for another adjustment. But since I DID start feeling better last week, is the appointment over kill?
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MissApathetic TMS Fall 2016 Effexor, Klonpin, Xanax, Seroquel, Welbutrin, Topimax, Naltraxone (off label), Lunesta, B12, Vit D3, Major Treatment Resistent Depression, ADD, Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Attacks #Metoo Depression eats life
like the cookie monster eats cookies from the jar. |
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waking up is always depressing.
oh how nice it would be to simply never awake. |
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