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Apr 29, 2015, 04:54 PM
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I honestly can't do it anymore...
I am struggling not to go through with my plan. I keep telling myself that I just need to wait until Thursday of next week, my last exam, and I will be free. Free to fly away... But that day seems so far away... I just don't want to keep trying anymore. I can't tell anyone IRL either, as everyone thinks I am doing great. But I am drowning and my lungs are filled with water...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
 Anonymous100280, Anonymous200125, Fuzzybear, Keyslost
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Apr 29, 2015, 05:15 PM
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I feel pretty similar everyone thinks I am doing better but I feel a lot worse. can you distract yourself or call a hotline and just talk like just say you feel depressed but don't go into details or maybe focus on your study's for a bit.
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Apr 29, 2015, 05:32 PM
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Thank you for the ideas!!! I have spent 3 hours studying and am now taking a break, as my hand is hurting, lol. I will probably be busy doing that all night. Exam Friday...
I don't think I can call a hotline, as I cannot go anywhere to have privacy. Plus, I don't see how they can really help me, as I can't be truthful.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
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Apr 30, 2015, 03:57 PM
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How are you doing today?
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Apr 30, 2015, 05:57 PM
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Apr 30, 2015, 09:40 PM
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I had a session with T and I lied straight through it. I still feel like I am on the edge, but I'm trying to push it back to just be able to finish my exams.
But I just don't care anymore...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
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