Am I more then depressed? Suicidal over rejections?

I know no one likes to be rejected or ignored, but I take not handling it well to a new lever. I do have depression, anxiety, and ptsd but I'm starting to think I'm actually psychotic. I get way too attached to guys I barely know, and when they give me the slightest amount of attention I am so happy emotionally... but they always wind up ignoring me and or rejecting me, and the way I handle it is scary I get very suicidal and depressed, I scream and cry and try to every time this happens and it does happen allot in the exact same way I am in therapy and on medication, but this keeps happening and each time I don't tell anyone about it, because I don't want to go to another hospital for that but what's wrong with me I can't pin point it can anybody think of anything?

Hi friend

your message indicates you have tender heart. you get attached to people who are nice to you that you can't accept if they ignore you. maybe they have their own problems, after all everyone has their own ups and downs. learn to detach yourself. learn to meditate. take things easily. and laugh a lot!!!

I know I do get to attached to people maybe it's my nerves that make me act out on it, I'm not sure maybe an attachment issue but thank you for your reply