It's all pointless

Life is pointless. Everyone dies and is forgotten within the strands of time. Sooner or later. What's the point of doing something now or continuing to fight when it's all going to be meaningless eventually. Might as well put an end to it now or sooner rather than later and not bother wasting anymore of your effort or energy on something so meaningless especially if you're suffering and do not find pleasure from living. I'm saying all of this from my point of view to myself. So is it time yet to put an end to my time?

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I hope you stay safe.

hi Lelouch

Not going on is never the answer. It would totally devastated the lives of your loved ones and you don't want to do that.

Having a consuming passion does give meaning to life. That could be a charitable cause that attracts or reconnecting with something that fired you up in earlier times. That would allow you to know you are making a difference. Take care. I hope and pray you feel much better soon. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis

I just think it is all meaningless and I don't care about any of it right now. I think and I feel like I'm ready to accept it and forsake this meaningless existence and world. Ready to just vanish as if I was never here. Now do I go through with it...

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I think like you, regardless depression. However, I also think that we have an instinct to live or life drive that should protect me from suicidal desires and make me take care of myself and that should normally work. If it does not work, I think that depression is taking over me.
I am sending you a hug