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I am so tired of failing. I just want to give up. I have noone in my life for support, I have no future. All I want to do is sleep forever. I am so tired and all I do is cry. I can't remember the last time I smiled and it was real. I am just so over everything.
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Hello ProudlyPersevering: Yes, I often feel this way as well. One of my favorite self-deprecating phases is: "Everything I touch turns to s**t in my hands." It is very difficult. I send you warm wishes in hopes that you will be able to find the inner strength to continue to proudls persevere...
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When I feel bad, I go for sensory experiences. See, hear, smell, touch and taste things deeply. Go for a walk in the crisp Fall air. Your senses are on your side. Your senses are trying to heal you. ![]() |
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That usually works Vital but the past few days I just cry then too. It is so embarrasing to just be in public and all the sudden you bust into tears. I have tried so hard for so long and still loose everything.
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I'm feeling the way you are now, like its endless and you're not even connected to this world. logically you know you're not supposed to feel that way but your emotions are an anchor . in the moment your mind is not racing with bad thoughts I would sit outside and soak the sun for a few minutes and if u have to go back to bed, build up to it. depression is me and I am it but when it stops for a moment and doesn't see you, do something "normal". it's not a solution but a momentary life line. I hope u make it through . we all deserve to live even when it feels like we're already dead. I hang on to that notion. lately I keep myself busy reading all about depression , it keeps me occupied . have u tried seeing a therapist? this is my 2nd bout of depression and therapy helped at least connect back to the world last time.
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