Urges

Yes they are not deep but there are a lot and it hurts to walk. I want to cry a lot to i dont know what to do everything is confusing i dont know.

Is there anything which could distract you a little? Like music or TV?
I wish I could say something useful.

Not really I have been trying but lately music just feels like it adds to the noise in my head. I don't know I am super stressed and feeling rather run down and ugh I don't even know anymore.

I know that you're in a terrible place, and I feel awful because I can't change that.
But, I do care and I know that there are others on here who care as well.
I really hope that you find some relief soon.

I don't think I will ever get any relief.

I know you don't want to hear this but- there are medications that can provide you some relief. Is there any way possible you can work with your therapist and pdoc to help you to be able to get to a place where you can take a medicine?

I know the voices in your head tell you bad things will happen - but you're in
such a bad place now, what could be worse?

If you tell them, hey, I CAN NOT take a medicine - maybe they can help you find a way to be able.

At least a trial of medication. I think that is the best route for you to get relief.

Things can get better. I know you're overwhelmed and exhausted now, but there's always hope. Please hang in there and rest as best as you can. You can get through this.

I cant rest because i have 6 tests coming up with school all of which i am too tired to study for. I really dont think things will get bettwr.

I have told them i can't take it and why and both say they cant help.

I feel bad still I don't expect anyone to reply I guess I am just venting. I have a tone of school work but I am too exhausted to do it I just want to sleep but I can't and my head won't stop.

Depressive symptoms with psychotic features.

Hang in there

How are you doing? How is school?

I have 4 assesments this coming week and a 2500 word report due that i havent started. I still feel terrible and i am even more tired than before and i keep having panic attacks and my head wont stop i dont feel good.

I'm sorry to hear that
Do your teachers know about this? Would they take this into account?

I am already receiving help from the school and even then i am failing although they think i have been better but i just haven't talked to them. Even if i did though i doubt they could do anything.

I would talk to them. You never know, they might be able to help in some way.
Hang in there

I don't think they can it is my last year and there are only a few weeks left. I am just so exhausted and trying to keep it together but I can't seem to I just my head hurts and I everything is spinning and I don't know what to do anymore I am trying to pretend to be happy around everyone but I just it is so exhausting I don't know what to do I am sorry.