[passionfruit3]

I attempted suicide today but i failed and though im disappointed i won't try again for a bit who knows when but this lame attempt has made me angry and want to try again at some point the point was to never suicide but get sick i did not get sick i was just fine and i stayed in hospital with abusive security gaurds for nothing im so mad im sure my head will explode so there will be a suicide just not today and not tommorow two months from now all bets are off

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[BBB2]

Please be kind to yourself and talk to someone.
I wish I could think something more useful to say...I'll be thinking of you

[emijec]

Originally Posted by passionfruit3

I attempted suicide today but i failed and though im disappointed i won't try again for a bit who knows when but this lame attempt has made me angry and want to try again at some point the point was to never suicide but get sick i did not get sick i was just fine and i stayed in hospital with abusive security gaurds for nothing im so mad im sure my head will explode so there will be a suicide just not today and not tommorow two months from now all bets are off

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I'm so sorry you're going through that. you have value, you do. please at least talk to someone or is, here in this forum. What has happened that makes you feel the way you do? have you also considered maybe running and starting fresh? I know me depression is severely affected by where I live, every sight reminds me of a bitter past. it's time to start fresh. have u considered that?

[passionfruit3]

I will talk to someone it just doesn't seem to help i always have fall backs and ive had dozens of suicide attempts. Id love to start over but my life is hectic and i can't escape it or i could but if you don't solve the problems now it will follow you werever you go problem is im not quite sure how to solve them

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I'm sorry you're struggling. But it will get better. And nobody knows what the future will be for you. Hang in there and keep posting!

Is there any way for you to tackle your problems in a more organized way? Just start small? I have found that if I can get any sense of accomplishment (even if it's just making the bed) it helps me.

We can help. We can cheer you on or come up with ideas...

[BBB2]

I hope you're doing ok today

[passionfruit3]

I am doing better since being out of the hospital fearful of relapse

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I'm glad you're out of hospital. But, please take care of yourself. You are a worthy and important person.

[emijec]

Originally Posted by passionfruit3

I am doing better since being out of the hospital fearful of relapse

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hmm well at least a change in scenery, can u stay with a friend for a few days? that's what I did when I was at my lowest low with depression, just got back . it helped me get distracted for a little bit .

hope today is a little better than yesterday .