life without sex :(

I know this. But it doesnt matter anymore what i want, because i am not equal to all those girls who have sex since youth anyway. There is nothing i can do, they simply won. They had so much sex, party and travelling so far, they are on other level. For them doing stuff we see in porn is totally normal, for me its science fiction. This says all about the worth of them and me

Been there, done that… and things that I could not Post about. It is a symptom of the sickness and self-hatred. However, I certainly cannot understand the objectifying of women by the OP in this context, for me - and most - it was/is 'anyone goes'. It is a dangerous lifestyle, full of risk for one punishing themself.

It really is not an avenue to explore, healthy relationships built up and based on trust are the ONLY option for one suffering with this if they want companionship at all. I was lucky to come out physically unscathed, mentally the scars are very real.

Dave.

Its easy to talk to people which dont understand what youth without sex means and had sex in youth. There is no biggest pleasure then tasting beautiful women body on this world. At least for me and i didnt have this

You are repeating yourself - do you just wish to argue or are you listening too?

Listening to what? There is only facts here. Facts what others alived. Facts its saturday and girls are out partying, looking for sex partners. Facts how beautiful lifes those cute girls on facebook have. How many likes and how much possibilites they get with that in life.

And i had zero of this...

Like. Times 1,000. This is so true. I know I get passed up because I'm not a "10" but I also know that I'm not a "what you see is what you get" kind of person.

You asked for advice - for advice to actually be worth anything you need to consider it as more than something to argue - you answered my question with one phrase "listening to what?" - simply put - no, you are not interested in listening - so therefore i am no longer interested in this thread. If the time ever comes you truly want advice and not just argumentative conversation, look me up - take care!

I wonder about this guy is he just jerking everyone around . When I was very young and drunk I had a few prostitutes , it was bad . I am just glad it didn't catch up to me in the form of an std . It was war time and i was in the heat of it. I would not ever have that type of sex again .. No feelings no connection no thanks..
Some of the worst sex was with the very beautiful girls who were shallow one night stands and boy did they have problems . As painful as relationships can become over time they are worth it . If you never have it you are really missing out . You can try to convince me and yourself but we know better . It is rare for you to hookup in a successful relationship if she s a 10 and you are a 5 . Be real and don' t ask for trouble if you want to be happy . And a ten in my world is just not looks . If you don't understand that you need to mature .

I could meet next sunday with one girl i have been talking over facebok.I said i come to her, but will probably not go. I just don't see point of it. She has a lot of experience, she is better then me in every aspect of life. She had regular sex since youth, done it all. I am simply not on her level. She won in race with me, but people dont understand this, because its so normal to have sex since youth for them. For me it was science fiction.

I don't see point of living anymore, if i cant be equal to all those girls. It hurts too much, i can't sleep because of it anymore. With every beautiful girl on the street its like stabbing in the heart with knife for me, it hurts so much, because i know she had past with fun and sex and i didnt.