[Tangerine87]

More so recently, I told myself that I wouldn't kill myself because it would cause problems in my family, but now I feel like I am hitting a new low. I don't see another option. I don't see another way. My friends are saying I'm being too negative but I am feeling negative and feels like the world is closing in on me and I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just really want to die and I don't care anymore. I would hope they would understand. But they won't. But how long can I continue living like this? I'm not sure anyone can help me.

[IrisBloom]

Call 911 or your local emergency number if you feel in danger. There is lots of help to be had. I hope you can find what you need to feel better.

[EnglishDave]

If you feel in imminent danger, please do as Iris says and call Emergency Services.

While you are fighting these feelings 'for your family' do seek help from a Therapist. I have been in the same position as you regarding how my family would cope - I lost all my Real Life friends when I became disabled - and the only thing that pulled me back was emergency Psychologist intervention. People, and the right meds, can help in the Darkest of circumstances.

Do try to ignore what your friends feel and say, those who are not trained or who have not experienced what we go through often have little true understanding of how desperate and debilitating it can be. Concentrate, instead, on the positive feelings you have for your family.

Dave.

[Fuzzybear]

[Daphnelover]

I don't have any real advice for you. Just wanted to say that I care and I understand. Please don't give up. Feel free to PM me if you need to talk.

[Kitty13]

Sometimes, I feel the same. I don't know what you're going through because everyone's depression/suicidal tendencies are different. Sometimes, I try to talk myself into being happy or making myself believe things will be okay. But, I don't want to suffer any longer and I don't want you to either. if you want, I'm here to talk.

xoxo, much love.

Originally Posted by Tangerine87

More so recently, I told myself that I wouldn't kill myself because it would cause problems in my family, but now I feel like I am hitting a new low. I don't see another option. I don't see another way. My friends are saying I'm being too negative but I am feeling negative and feels like the world is closing in on me and I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just really want to die and I don't care anymore. I would hope they would understand. But they won't. But how long can I continue living like this? I'm not sure anyone can help me.