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Old Nov 28, 2015, 09:21 PM
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I'm so depressed and nobody cares , in fact people get angry if you tell them you're depressed or they lecture you about your life and how its your own fault your depressed . I don't think people really know what depression is and they think people choose to be that way .

My existance is nothing . just emptiness . I hate my self, I hate existing. Life is like hell to me . like a punishment .

I want to leave here . I desperately do . I want to die! Die! Die !

I hate every second of being here and all the crap and they way you get penalised for being depressed as though depression is a lifestyle choice .

I feel bitter and angry and sad. And I feel sorry for myself too !
My life is unbearable but I can't leave even though I desperately want to end it I can't because I am a mother . but this makes me angry to because I don't want to be here I really don't . but me ending my suffering will cause pain to the ones I love the most . so I am forced to be here and suffer like some kind of sick joke . grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! I hate being alive . I hate it ! I hate it !

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Old Nov 28, 2015, 11:42 PM
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I'm sorry.
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Old Nov 28, 2015, 11:54 PM
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I feel the same way idk wtf to do tbh everything feels ruined im almost numb feeling im sad but not at the same time
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Old Nov 29, 2015, 12:34 AM
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Sorry life is crapping on you. I hope things will get better for you. I've wished to die many times. Just ride through the rainstorm and wait for the rainbow.
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Old Nov 29, 2015, 10:40 AM
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I'm glad you realize the impact your death would have on your children.

I'm sorry you are suffering so badly. I go through spells when I feel like you do. In fact, most of the time I feel that way but I too have a child to consider even though she's grown.

I don't know why some of us have to suffer so much but you aren't alone.

I keep hoping that they come up with the perfect med but until then many of us suffer.

I truly hope things get better for you soon.

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Old Nov 29, 2015, 05:20 PM
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