[Mysterious_Lion]

I think just need to talk, as it's hard to talk to anyone at the moment.
My best friend stopped talking to me many many months ago some reason it still bothers me he was always open about his problems till I was open with mine he wanted nothing to do with me.

Now be moving soon moving stresses me and management is been moved around at my job the original management I got along with now they are switching the boss who likes to gossip behinds peoples back that makes my job sad for me as after first meeting this new person she said I was incompetent behind my back but didn't explain why. I am the type who just wants get along & do the job.
I am worried about uni next month I think I will fail uni I am still surprised I got in despite my lack of grammar.

I think I am just lonely I have no one who really checks up on me on my days off to go "hey lets chat". It also hard to tell people your emotionally & physically drained.

I am finding it hard with my stupid negative thoughts that pop in but I can't give up, I won't...

[delicate grass]

Sometimes life is really stressful and everything seems to go bad and then it is really hard to find a positive note on this mess. I completely understand you, I had two years when everything snowballed into depression and I lost a lot of friends and family, two partners and I fell behind with studies and work. For me it helped to think that I have hit a low point but this had nothing to do with me inherently, that it was just circumstances and that it would pass. There was something cathartic with hitting the floor, so I could only go upwards from there. And baby steps is the key. Confidence and a good attitude is something learnt and it takes a lot of patience and a lot of failures. Everytime I get this despair feelings I think of my grandparents who lived through three wars and they were the most positive people I met.

[Mysterious_Lion]

Thank you, baby steps I definitely need to learn I always had the on the go get all things done. When things go out of my control I sometimes blame myself from not preventing it.

[gayleggg]

I'm glad you felt like you could come here to talk. Sometimes just posting your thoughts is enough to help ease the stress.

I'm sorry about your friend. I can't imagine what causes people to act the way they do.

I'm sure you'll do fine in the uni.



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[Mountainbard]

Posting here can definitely help. You can have a talk with other members through your interaction in your posts. It is also possible to find someone to talk with in the chatrooms. The emotional support room is a good place to find someone who will listen to you. I'm sorry your friend stopped talking to you when you confided in him/her. I had the same experience, and it hurt. I hope things get better at your job. Try not to worry about uni-- it's still in the future, and worrying about it now won't change anything. And hold on to that determination not to give up!