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Jan 18, 2016, 02:51 PM
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I'm depressed again. It kind of went a way for a while, or maybe it was just easier for me to hide then and pretend everything was okay. but its not. ive dropped out of school. i dont have a job. i recently got a speeding ticket that i have to pay before February and i have no way to pay it. i cant get the job i want or really any job since im not in high school or 18. my life just ****ing sucks right now. my depression is getting worse, im starting to stay up all night again and sleeping til the afternoon. on top of all this i was in a car accident and my parents are pushing me to go and do all this stuff for a law suit that i didnt even ask for. like physical therapy and i haaatteee people touching ne and i get panic attacks about going and my parents know all this. they dont care though. literally my only friend has a boyfriend and we hangout less because shes with him all the time. i dont really like him because hes racist and uses the n word around me when im half black. plus they just used me to drive them around the other day as if i had nothing else to do.. i also recently got into a relationship. i love the guy but this depression is getting bad and i feel like i shouldnt have gone into a relationship like this. i dont wanna leave the house because im depressed and want to sleep all the day so i can avoid thinking about my **** life. then i also get anxiety being in public and i just worry the whole time when im out. so i dont wanna see him most days and sometimes i dont even feel like talking. but i love him and dont want anyone else to have him.. and hes in love with me. no one else in my life loves me. i dont wanna lose him but i suck. plus i have disordered eating and want to lose weight so bad but right now ive just been eating and purging and i just cant stop that ****. i need to get back to restricting and exercising but im too depressed. i hate everything about myself. the guy im with thinks im beautiful and im not. i dont want him holding me or touching me or looking at me because i feel so ****ing disgusting. ugh i just.. idk how to do relationships especially with having anxiety and depression and all my problems. i dont want him thinking that he doesnt make me happy because he does.. im just depressed also.
ugh idk all this is overwhelming and i just wanna cry  can anyone relate to any of my issues.. wanna talk? |
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Jan 19, 2016, 01:54 PM
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You need to make appointment with a psychiatrist to get medication fast. Depression can only be alleviate with meds
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Jan 19, 2016, 02:40 PM
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i agree with sito. i'm hoping you listen, you need to get the help you do deserve as a human being.
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Jan 19, 2016, 09:17 PM
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Medications are not the only way to cure depression. I do recommend that you see a professional, though. Depression and eating disorders are tricky *****es and I know exactly where you're coming from, hun. I'm struggling with the same things.
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Jan 20, 2016, 10:40 AM
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Jan 20, 2016, 10:43 AM
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Can you get a doctor appointment? Ask for doctor note as legal paper to show it to parents. Are you under 18yr old? Doctor note is considered a legal paper according to the court.
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Jan 20, 2016, 10:44 AM
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A counselor can treat you if you get doctor note. Do you have insurance?
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Jan 20, 2016, 10:44 AM
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Do your family consider depression a taboo subject?
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Jan 21, 2016, 05:48 PM
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Jan 21, 2016, 05:53 PM
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liftedshifted: I can relate to some of what you describe. What do you think is behind your depression and anxiety? Maybe it's a normal response to the world around you or to things you have experienced. Just a thought.
Is there a counselor at school you can talk to (even tho you dropped out)? |
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