[Lost.Soul]

Everyday this week, (or pretty damn close) I have experienced a breakdown. I can feel one right now, it's not fun. This just shows my depression has hit stone.

I have two counselling appointments a week, but don't want to cut now because they might ask.. but with these breakdowns, I really, really need to do it but I can't because somehow, irresponsible me lost them. So now I am freaking out.

Everything hits rock during these breakdowns. Everything goes dark, and it hurts to stay awake during the breakdowns. It's like when it's raining and you have to squint your eyes to see further.. that's how this is for me. Except, you would think the storm would end four years later.

I can't handle this, much like I can't handle myself. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

[dexter]

Sorry to hear you're having so much difficulty right now Lost.Soul. I've been having a rough time too.

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Lost.Soul

Everyday this week, (or pretty damn close) I have experienced a breakdown. I can feel one right now, it's not fun. This just shows my depression has hit stone.

I have two counselling appointments a week, but don't want to cut now because they might ask.. but with these breakdowns, I really, really need to do it but I can't because somehow, irresponsible me lost them. So now I am freaking out.

Everything hits rock during these breakdowns. Everything goes dark, and it hurts to stay awake during the breakdowns. It's like when it's raining and you have to squint your eyes to see further.. that's how this is for me. Except, you would think the storm would end four years later.

I can't handle this, much like I can't handle myself. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

these breakdowns are awful....try not to fight them...just cry and scream...and then talk to your therapist...

[avlady]

i feel so bad for you. just yesterday i was feeling that way and it felt like it would never end. i am coming to a lower dosage of valium so maybe that was why? i hope you feel better soon.

[gayleggg]

I'm so sorry you are having these breakdowns. They sound really bad. I hope things get better soon.

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[basicgoodness]

Maybe it's the full moon, but some of us are really struggling, too. Hang in there and things will get better.