[tokiwartooth]

I've returned after a year long hiatus from here. A lot has changed and a lot remains the same. For as long as Ed has been gone, which is almost 2 years now, I still haven't gotten over him. How long is this supposed to last? Is it normal to pine for someone for this long? He moved in September of 2014. My mom is getting married to a wonderful guy, and it's a nice feeling to have an actual father figure in my life because I've never had that before. We got a new tribal council elected and a new chief, and it has been a nightmare. I have been so stressed out ever since they took office. The new chief is a spendthrift and squeezes a penny till it screams. I've realized lately that life is like a plane trip. It's filled with people you love, but sometimes those people get off and you never see them again, and you can't go back. New people board but they never take the place of the people who have left. And once you reach your final destination, that's it. What a cheery thought.

[Skeezyks]

Hello tokiwartooth: Welcome back! This is actually the Skeezyks' second time around. When I left PC I closed out my membership. But now here I am again. I don't recall having had the opportunity to read any of your old Threads. I'll look forward to seeing your new ones!

[tokiwartooth]

Originally Posted by Skeezyks

Hello tokiwartooth: Welcome back! This is actually the Skeezyks' second time around. When I left PC I closed out my membership. But now here I am again. I don't recall having had the opportunity to read any of your old Threads. I'll look forward to seeing your new ones!

We call my dog skeezyks, never seen someone with that name! I used to post on here about every day, but for some reason I just blanked out for like a year. I am still trying to get over someone that I loved that I haven't seen now for almost two years. How does one start healing? I don't know if a person can ever fall completely out of love can they? Sorry I don't mean to ask you that, it's just constant for me, I think about it constantly. I'll look forward to seeing you around

[Fizzyo]

Welcome back. I hope you find some healing.

You will never forget someone you truly love and have lost, I can't talk for someone who has 'gone'

I hope and pray living with it will become easier for you and you find some of the support you need here.

Hi toki, welcome back! It's nice to see you back here. I changed usernames a few times, but I remember you from the depression check in's.
I pined a long time after a few people, years actually. It hurts.
I liked the way you explained things, about losing people and then new people in our lives. Things are always changing. I think that's why learning to live in moments instead of creating long stories about my life is important to me. If I want to, I can feel so miserable, but I realize where my thoughts have been. Sometimes nothing can seem to stop me thinking about the wrong things. I guess I just wanted to welcome you back here. I don't know what else to say.