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Hi guys. It's been while since I have posted. I've
Been on a roller coaster. I've been in and out of the hospital Three times and should probably still be in one. I am seeing a new psychologist and he is a great guy. He is trying his best to help me but I am beginning to feel that there is no help for me. Honestly, the only reason I am still alive is because it of my husband. I can't imagine his going on if i were to end it. But when will His love no longer be enough to keep me here? I sit awake in the middle of the night and contemplate ending it all. Will my psychologist get me to stop this behavior? Do I want to live? Some part of me must want to if I am seeking help. |
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Hi
I am very sorry you are struggling that much. Have you had too many stressful situations lately? I am asking this because to me when I have more stressful situations than I can handle I feel too overwhelmed and then my depression worsens
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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No extra stressful situations. I quit my job so I don't have that stressor either. The greatest stressor I have is the facto that I no longer have a job. But we live with my dad so we have a roof over our heads and food in our mouth.
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Do you have a pyschiatrist in addition to your therapist ? To me, medication is important the first months after a depression "wave"
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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I do have a psychiatrist. Part of the problem is he recently changed my antidepressant because the ssris they tried on me didn't work. So until the antidepressant reaches clinical level in my system I am on a depression roller coaster. I might still be once I am at clinical level they may need to up the dosage.
My husband woke up and I told him I'm having a rough time and he is doing everything in his power to cheer me up. Oh how I wish it were that simple. But I love him for it. He is a great guy. |
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