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Mar 14, 2016, 06:11 AM
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Wake up, go pretend. It's a constant cycle we have put through. I am too tired, I am too ****ed up. I don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to see people anymore, it's starting to feel like a needle stabbing in your heart. It's a lie, I don't know what to do anymore. Probably, sleep and not wake up again.
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Mar 14, 2016, 09:17 AM
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Mar 14, 2016, 11:26 AM
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I'm sorry you're feeling like this but I totally understand where you're coming from. My life is like a big soap opera and I'm the star. But there's no drama it's just me being someone else every day.
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Mar 14, 2016, 12:05 PM
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I feel the same way. I am only happy when I'm asleep. In my dreams I have people to talk to and interesting things happen. My waking life is so hard and lonely.
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| *Laurie*, Anonymous37786
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Mar 14, 2016, 12:34 PM
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Alfa, if you are not in treatment, I suggest you seek it. A lot of us have been where you are and there is hope. There is nothing wrong with needing help. Perhaps you need medicine to help you feel better or maybe just therapy. Please seek help today if you can. If you don't know where to start, get to your local hospital and they will help you.
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Mar 14, 2016, 01:58 PM
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I understand how you feel. Sleep seems like the only escape until you have to get up and do it again. Its kind of true. It helps but at the same time to much sleep cause other problems and make depression worse. As long as you can get some exercise even if its 10-30 min it will help. It always feels good when your heart is beating and you get some fresh air
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Mar 14, 2016, 02:13 PM
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i completely understand...
i have been trying to tell myself lately that this isnt faking.,.. its not pretending... its real, you feel bad... but you are being STRONG... you are trying to push forward... its hard for everyone dealing with this... but some people can't put on the mask and try to live around toher people... its not because you are faking... you are not faking... you are just trtying to be strong... i feel you, im sorry you feeling bad.... keep fighting, reach out for support here... i for one will try to support you and as many people asi can... because i know how it feels to be alone in this... and it can drive you to insanity... 
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Mar 17, 2016, 02:06 AM
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Insanity is sweeter, I guess.
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Mar 17, 2016, 02:13 AM
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well... to be oblivious ... but one would still be suffering, just unaware of any damage being done...
stay strong... focus on treatment and recovery... try not to get sucked into the depressive spiral of doom... gotta focus on the recovery... gotta... sorry
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Mar 17, 2016, 05:57 AM
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| elevatedsoul, IrisBloom
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| elevatedsoul
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Mar 17, 2016, 06:56 AM
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I feel the same most of the week. I need to get up and wear a mask, the faking-happiness-mask that just throws me into a pit of loneliness. Faking being happy makes me feel lonely.
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| elevatedsoul
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