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Old Apr 03, 2016, 12:29 PM
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At work at my desk I think I am becoming like V'ger
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Old Apr 03, 2016, 05:22 PM
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In what way? That you are lost and seeking your Maker, or that you are surrounded by a vast cloud?

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Old Apr 03, 2016, 05:46 PM
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That I've intentionally fried my communication circuit to try to force people to talk to me directly.

I hadn't thought about the cloud but yea as part of the same thing I've created a huge cloud of disinterest and irritability around my desk so that to complete the task I have set they would have to see through that, push through that, and try to talk to me.

I have no idea why any of them would be motivated to do so. For all they know I have some medical issue that I don't want to talk about and I want to be left alone.

In the beginning of this relapse I was trying to resist building this cloud by forcing myself away from my desk and to talk to coworkers but as this has progressed I guess I first lost the will to do that and now I've lost the ability to do that... Tried last week, couldn't, went home instead.
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Old Apr 04, 2016, 06:46 PM
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I do hope some are motivated to work through the cloud and communicate face to face. It seems like, with this action, you are making a positive step - albeit one in which others are making the movement.

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Old Apr 05, 2016, 07:15 AM
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The cloud has been getting thicker and I haven't been able to even go in to work for a few days. Doctor appt today for a chest scan wondering if it is going to turn out to be something bad will probably go and stay home afterward.
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Old Apr 05, 2016, 07:59 AM
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I'm so sorry that the cloud has become so thick. My hope is that it dissipates soon, so that you may bask in the sunshine once again.
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