Feeling Helpless/Hopeless

I feel like nothing with ever help my depression. I have Treatment Resistant Depression (TRD) and let me tell you, it sucks. I feel stuck. When I take the general depression quiz that I take once a week and every time I go to the psychiatrist I have gone from Severe/High to Moderate/High depression. Is this just me being unrealistic about depression. Will it ever go away or at least test in the Mild region. I'm stuck. I am lost. I am hopeless/helpless. Help please.

I don't know anything to help, and I don't know if it ever will go away.. I'm sorry you are struggling. I can barely hang on right now myself, just wanted to respond. I'm not even good at that. You aren't alone in the struggle.

I may not have the answers to your questions but I can tell you that you are not hopeless. No situation is ever hopeless.

I don't know if it'll get better. I just don't.
If you look, under all of the ****, there are good things. Even if its a plant or a rabbit or something that most people scan and ignore, there's beauty. Look for it and use it as fuel to keep fighting.

I never have the answers for if Depression ever gets better for someone not suffering Bipolar Disorder or temporary depression due to loss and grief. But I do know that pieces of advice help others out if they are sound. My advice to you would be finding a peaceful area in your town or city, may it be a park, the mountains, or in the plains, and just admire its beauty. Today I saw the two twin sibling rabbits that had popped their heads out earlier in the year. Today they finally ventured out in my front yard. They never scurried off or were afraid of anything. I thought about how they survived despite it all. Happy and healthy together; protecting each other. And in that moment, I found happiness and peace. And I think you deserve the same.

If you are not a nature person; go out and get yourself something nice. Or if you like a busy area, try sitting around in a Mall for a few minutes. Something out there in the world will bring you out of your own mental state. I promise.