[Fuzzybear]

[Prism Bunny]

You are not your disorder. I hope you feel better soon.

[Skeezyks]

Fuzzybear !

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

didn't you say one time that your psychiatrist didn't want to listen anymore....you wanted to talk more...I think you need to tell everything to someone....can you tell yourself what happened...what happened

[Fuzzybear]

That **** (inside me) doesn't want me on this planet any more
And I tend to agree
"Hospital" is not an option. I'm "safe" but so tired, in this part of the U.K. "Treatments" are or appear to be "sub optimal" (massive understatement)

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

That **** (inside me) doesn't want me on this planet any more
And I tend to agree
"Hospital" is not an option. I'm "safe" but so tired, in this part of the U.K. "Treatments" are or appear to be "sub optimal" (massive understatement)

isn't there someone to talk to....somebody you can trust

[Fuzzybear]

I can't talk to papa bear about this crap, it's not "fair"..

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I can't talk to papa bear about this crap, it's not "fair"..

who can you talk with fuzzy

[Fuzzybear]

I struggle with fully trusting anyone...

(I guess less people than the claws on one of my paws, on a good day )

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I struggle with fully trusting anyone...

(I guess less people than the claws on one of my paws, on a good day )

me too....I don't trust anyone....I couldn't trust my mother or father with my real self...I was afraid to...I didn't trust them...I don't think they would understand....they were too busy fighting with each other...I do tend to trust other persons that have mental illness...sometimes....at least they have some understanding of how awful this is

[Fuzzybear]

I was brought up partly/mostly by au pairs until the age of about 5, they came and went... Not a big deal, right some were mean, I don't remember much of it..

I couldn't trust the parents with my real self.. (I was "always alone" as the mean t told me..)

I sort of know what you mean, I tend to trust (some) people with mental illness more (sometimes)

Originally Posted by little turtle

me too....I don't trust anyone....I couldn't trust my mother or father with my real self...I was afraid to...I didn't trust them...I don't think they would understand....they were too busy fighting with each other...I do tend to trust other persons that have mental illness...sometimes....at least they have some understanding of how awful this is

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I was brought up partly/mostly by au pairs until the age of about 5, they came and went... Not a big deal, right some were mean, I don't remember much of it..

I couldn't trust the parents with my real self.. (I was "always alone" as the mean t told me..)

I sort of know what you mean, I tend to trust (some) people with mental illness more (sometimes)

[not a big deal, right.....] well maybe it was and maybe it wasn't...
don't pay much attention to me because my life has been really screwed up..
I had a really bad thing happen when I was five...

[Fuzzybear]

I deleted my reply re something bad that happened to me..

Do you want to say more about what happened to you?

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I deleted my reply re something bad that happened to me..

Do you want to say more about what happened to you?

[adam_k]

I have a hard time trusting people too. I tried going to my family when I was younger. I didn't know what depression was, but everything I said got brushed aside and I got invalidated.

People with mental illness can understand somethings that people without cannot. It's hard to understand unless you have been there.

If you want to talk to someone you can message me. I may not be able to fix anything but I can listen. Sometimes that helps me.