[skittles]

im not good again... i was some what ok earlier.... but now im fastly falling again...... my b/fs mad at me about what im not sure.. he wont talk to me.. i feel alone right now... i want to cry.. instead i think ill just start cutting again cause crying doesnt help .. i hate crying i feel so weak. when i do..... id rather cut instead.... i wish i could just run away.... ITs NOT FAIR.......

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((skittles))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope you are able to resist cutting. I am sorry that you are feeling so poorly. Please stay safe.

BB

((((((SKITTLES))))))))

Please don't harm yourself, talk to us, crying isn't being weak. I cry all the time.......

(((((Big Tucker Huggggs))))))))

skittles.... (((((huggies)))))

[stefano]

Crying feels weak? And cutting does not?
Both things express that you can't bear your pain. You are not weak, the illness is strong. It could crunch anybody, everyone here knows it well
But you should definitely allow yourself to cry first. Apart from being safer (which sounds a meaningless concept when one is in a depressive episode, I know), you are not weaker than a self-cutter.

The best of luck

[LittleMouse]

I hope you let yourself cry! Don't cut...please as it is not the answer. It only makes you feel better for a little while and then the pain will come back. Go ahead and let yourself cry, cry with us and we will be there for you and we will not get mad or shut you out.

Little Mouse