I dont want to slip back

I've been away from here for a while. I had finally felt that I was able to cope with day to day events and not feel like I was about to drown in these emotions I had no control of.

I feel like at the moment things aren't going so well. I'm really struggling financially, my weight is creeping up despite me making a concerted effort to be healthy and not eat rubbish and wok is getting on top of me.

I know I can call on my friends if I need them (I've even managed to make 2 new ones recently which is amazing in itself) but I don't feel like I'm that bad yet. I just feel really weird. Like I know that I'm not where I was before and now I'm worried in case it spirals out of control.

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Hi (((((((((Evaluna))))))))))

Well done making those two new friends! Fantastic effort.

I'm sorry I didn't see this post sooner and even more sorry that you feel you're sliding and about to drown.

Be kind to yourself! You deserve it.

Sending what hugs and caring thoughts I can.

Hello Evaluna: It's been a few days since you posted this. Hopefully you're feeling a bit better now. I know in my own life nothing ever goes along in a straight line. It's sometimes up & sometimes down... sometimes both ways at the same time depending on how I look at it! Please take care... & perhaps keep posting here on PC...