[sinking]

I'm inpatient and have been for 1 week. I see the T twice a week. They're not helping me, i see no way out. All i can see are the bars at my window and my belt to strangle myself . I feel like doing it so much! Its an obsssion. No matter how much i tell them i feel bad, they either give me something to color or bland sedatives. I'm fed up with this all. Nothing works. I need, have, want to kill myself.

[Skeezyks]

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[adam_k]

I'm sorry you're in such a terrible place. I hope you find some help where you are soon.

[DayAtATime1]

I know it might seem corny, but have you tried drawing or coloring or other activities? Doing something creative might help distract your mind. I know depression will make you think things like "what's the point?". But try to fight that negative thinking, hard as it may be. I was inpatient not that long ago and did some activities that helped temporarily distract my mind. I'm no writer, but I did write a few poems that helped me express my feelings. Though you may not feel it at the moment, you're life is worth living! Wishing you the best!!!

[Fuzzybear]

[sinking]

Yes, i'm full of esier activities to relax the mind but they dont work. Nothing works here! I'm sick of it