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I'm trapped in myself with no where to go. I can't escape me! If I could hide I would but everywhere I go there I am and I can't stand me today. My depression has returned and there are just too many changes in my life. There is a part of me that knows that I will deal with it all but there is an equal part of me that just wants to end it all. Sometimes I get so tired of life that I just don't want to be in this world anymore. I'm not going to do anything...don't have the guts, but I just feel like it sometimes. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I've struggled with depression now for about four years and have had my ups and downs. Sometimes I wonder if I am doomed to this never ending up and down life. I feel like such a failure...I should be able to get my life together but just don't seem to care anymore. I sometimes have hope and then the dark clouds come down on me again and then here I am in a deep funk once more. I hate this place and wish I could escape forever! |
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((((((LittleMouse))))
Take my hand and lets walk this together. I too know what you are feeling. I too can hardly lift my head today. Seems everywhere I go there it is again, the reminding--the truth i am trying to get away from--the reality of it all. You are not alone LittleMouse keep reaching. I hear you and I feel your pain. Know I am right here cheering you on in hopes that cheering you on I will be able to walk also. Know you are loved and cared for soooo much. purplesecrets |
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littlemouse...sorry you're feeling so down in the dumps!
i know that feeling...actually i liked your post...i tried writing something similar yesterday...just couldn't find the words! sending my love! ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))
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I can calculate the motion of heavenly bodies but not the madness of people. ~ Isaac Newton |
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<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))) </font>
Just wanted to let you know that I understand, for I too was once stuck with in my self and I still get stuck there from time to time. We can honestly be our worse enemy - I know I was once mine..... I hate a wounded mind. |
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(((littlemouse))) i feel the exact same way. on the down part, actually. i've been stuck in depression for a long time without much relief. you're not alone.
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((((mouse)))))
sending good thoughts, you're not alone
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