[MikkiM89]

Well, I am on a new path.
I have finally asked my doctor for help and I am on medication for depression.
I have tried to gritty teeth and bear it, but I couldn't do so any longer. I hate it that I feel "weak" but I have concluded that what I feel doesn't make sense. I am tired of pretending, tired of feeling worthless, tired of not coping and being emotionless and useless. So today was my first day of medication. Just hope it works. Funny, but I felt better today, maybe because I feel there is hope. I actually took a step and took action. We'll see if it's the right step.

It may take time to figure out what works for you. It is SO good that you are working toward recovery!

[Unrigged64072835]

Depression can be really hard to deal with on your own. It's not a sign of weakness to ask for help; it shows that you care enough about yourself to do so. I do hope the medication works out for you.

[MickeyCheeky]

Be proud of yourself These are very hard steps to take...and remember: you're a lot stronger than you think you are

[MikkiM89]

Thank you for the encouragement! It did feel good to finally talk to someone. We'll see how I feel in 3 weeks when I go back.

Good for you!

It took me ages to reach out, but when I did I had a real sense that I had (at least!) taken a tiny step....
It means that hope is alive.