[Tracy21]

but I can't take this anymore! I sit and i cry and cry and can't stop and it takes all of my energy not to hurt myself. I feel like curling up in a ball and hiding in m room forever. I don't have the energy to eat or even get up. Friends? pfft they are long gone. I scared them off real good. Family? ... well they were never there to begin with.

I feel so alone and yet i'm too scared to reach out. Too scared of rejection. Too scared of everything. I know that i'm not in a healthy state of mine right now, and this isn't a suicidal post by any means, but honestly, that seems like the best option out there.

Who knows. I just know i can't go on living like this for much longer. I'm a sad sad human being.

[MyBestKids2]

Tracy

I am so sorry you are feeling so horrible. Its good that you've come here to reach out to us. I offer you all the support and kind vibes you need!!!

((((((Tracy))))))))))

Dee

[LittleMouse]

Tracy I am really sorry that you are having such a hard time and feeling so down and alone. Please know that we are here for you and hope the best for you. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself as the future sometimes can offer more than we think. I know because I've been where you are myself. Feeling like I just could not take it anymore but I made it and here I am and though I still struggle sometimes I am doing better. Please come to us on PC and post your thoughts and feelings and let us help you get through this time. Do you have a therapist you can talk to? Are you on any medication for depression? I am in therapy and take medications also and it really has helped me a lot. I feel that I can at least face the world again...most of the time.
Little Mouse